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Left to Wander

by Barefoot Engineering

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1.
We don’t know What to do What to say “Things are okay And looking not to change” We don’t know Where’s the fear? Where’s the hate “I feel better And looking not to change” We’re out of the darkness now We don’t know Where’s the shame? Where’s the blame? “I have moved on And thinking you should too” We don’t know How to love How to feel “You should move on It’s exactly what to do” We’re out of the darkness now There’s things we want And things we need They can’t exist If you don’t dream So come and dream with me We’re out of the darkness now
2.
Brain to mouth come in mouth Please stand by and don’t go south. The venom is in my breath today. Mental levy breaking It came out anyway… Better to keep it in Isolation, my best friend My own burden. Alone, cold, dark… I am the monster I am the monster Surrounded, yet alone. Back to square one I go. Hiding alone no interaction No content just distraction It came out anyway… Better to keep it in Isolation, my best friend My own burden. Alone, cold, dark… I am the monster I am the monster Brain to mouth come in mouth Please stand by and don’t go south. The venom is in my breath today. Mental levy breaking
3.
It was behind Parks and Recreation signs where I did not like what I would find. She’s the one who bared her soul to me. Can you hear a word I say or should I scream it for you? I shut my eyes dear but the volume will not do. She was the one who bared her soul to me. She stole the air right out of me. Can you hear a word I say or should I scream it for you? I shut my eyes dear but the volume will not do. Oh wait… And it’s not too late… And it’s way too late… And it’s not too late… And it’s way too late… Like a drunk flashing in the spring she stole the air right out from me and I don’t know how to breathe anymore. Can you hear a word I say or should I scream it for you? I shut my eyes dear but the volume will not do. Oh wait… And it’s not too late… And it’s way too late… And it’s not too late… And it’s way too late…
4.
The New Norm 03:16
It’s a struggle Waking up in the morning Knowing this is The new norm And I sit there In the corner at home And I know this is…. I can’t take one more day Being sheltered in place It’s so strange when Your home feels like a cell Knowing this is The new norm There was once hope That we were near the end Now I know this is… I can’t take one more day Being sheltered in place
5.
I’m wearing down this keyboard And it’s wearing down my life I guess that’s what you get for Trying to survive Binary code Has taken its toll I used to love the evenings When I’d get online Now it’s got me more depressed Watching everyone fight Binary Code Has taken its toll Algorithms feeding gluttonous eyes A continuous Waterfall of lies The LEDs Are all a glow They are A glow Binary Code Has taken its toll Algorithms feeding gluttonous eyes A continuous Waterfall of lies
6.
50/50 03:41
Are you a saint Or a sinner? Can you come Out a winner? If I haven’t made this clear I will beat you out of here I will shave my head I will take the pills I’m fed If I haven’t made this clear I will beat you out of here I know you worry about me But I promise I’ll be okay I never thought you’d leave Or even try to hurt me It’s now taken its toll On this fragile, dying soul Who can I trust to help me Who can I trust to save me Who’s going to save me From this cancer?
7.
Meaning 02:55
Tell me what to say Some meaning A meaning Of order Touch my skin Lightly But lightly With meaning Hold me down Fuck me up I’m so lost without you Such lovely eyes Are prying Still prying With meaning You’re staring back You’re staring Still staring With meaning Hold me down Fuck me up I’m so lost without you
8.
Generations 03:48
You fought in war and kept your family alive I’m almost 40 and just trying to survive Oh, I wish you were here You said one day I’d be a good man But I’m not seeing it How can I follow in your footsteps when you’re gone? Your son is someone, who we cannot get along Oh, I wish you were here You said one day I’d be a good man But I’m not seeing it
9.
Save Point 03:47
I know, I know I can’t control The feelings I have when I’m alone I wish they didn’t hurt me But they do So don’t tell me You think I’m crazy Tell me something I don’t already know So where’s the save point? So I can start over I know, I know I’ve lost control Boiling rage is all I know I wish it didn’t hurt me But it does So don’t tell me You think I’m crazy Tell me something I don’t already know So where’s the save point? So I can start over
10.
When you hold on To a painful past It will haunt you Forever I want to believe That is all works out What’s the point in trying When you’re always in doubt But the clouds are parting And I can see the sun A silver lining Has just begun If I let go Tell me who will catch This broken, scarred body? I want to believe That is all works out What’s the point in trying When you’re always in doubt But the clouds are parting And I can see the sun A silver lining Has just begun You opened up my eyes To a new life A silver lining
11.
1, 2, 3, 4 02:52
You want another And I want to save the world Let’s again to disagree that 1,2,3 or even 4 Could ever save us now Could ever save us And I’m looking to the sky To wonder if this is real Or an unfair sacrifice I want to know right now Should I even stay? Should I even go? Or even run away You want another And I want to save the world Let’s again to disagree that 1,2,3 or even 4 Could ever save us now Could ever save us And I’m looking to the sky To wonder if this is real Or an unfair sacrifice I want to know right now Should I even stay? Should I even go? Or even run away
12.
What if it hurts? What if I die? What if everyone I know says goodbye? What if I stay? What if I go? What if everyone I know says goodbye? What if I stop? What if I shut off my mind? Would you see me? Could you see the other side?
13.
I’m finally free Free from being me Shackles of society Loosened by apathy How about another joke, Murray? How about a joke? The world’s a crazy place Put on a different face It is plain to see It’s all one big comedy Am I sick in the head? Do I wish I was dead?

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released October 7, 2022

Recorded at Soundspace in Indianapolis, Indiana. Mixed & Mastered at The Helm. Recording, mixing, and mastering were all completed by Joel Lauver.

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